Well as it seems I'm single again, just got broken up with. And I got the dreaded lets just be friends, the one thing that most guys don't wanna hear. -sighs- Right when I was starting to get used to having someone, I lost her.... and now everything is going to be like it was before, back into my shell.
I was told to be optimistic, I tried to always be, but now ... it feels like I just don't wanna be around anyone. As well I have Antisocial behavior.... I know at some point I'm gonna push away from her and fade into the shadows and dissappear, and I'm afraid to do that because most likely she's gonna think its her fault. It sucks